death

The soft rain seemed to make everything harder to accept. In life few seconds count as there is no escape in this outrageous life we ponder upon. As a fruit may taste so sweet, the sweetness watering your mouth as saliva escapes and that sweetness can never be elapsed , the reason for its tribute is its sweetness! No one can object these words of mine as there is something to it that is in your life.
I try to smile it away yet it is so hard for me to forget as it is scene in my mind rewinding itself mechanically! How dull, this sorrow so depressing that even the skies seem to cry out its pain loud; yet indistinct. All these years that was so beautiful so exquisite, this soft supple heart of mine can not take the soreness. Wan here did I go wrong as this sweetness still exist in this tender lips of mine and in the core of thy heart! This tears of mine cannot seem to disregard you as this sweetness that you have left behind is unbearable why did you have to wash it all away? Why did you do so when I was still here?
As they all crowded in all I can hear I banter old people and small children running about. Who is next to get married, or who is most suitable, who got divorced lately?, how do you make candy, what is the latest design, who is having an affair, well this is what that shall fall in your ears when you go for such an event , the mourning, torment so devastating ! this life is like a cycle and we go through what Is planned for us yet some do not seem to appreciate this gift so spectacular like no other.
Let the tears of mine spill as this heart shall not fail, let thy blood be within me as I know how much you love me, your exquisite feature so wonderful that my hear stopped the moment I met you! I was speechless as I struck by a flying arrow so fast that it hurt thy heart in a brink of a glimpse! Why is it so that whatever that is beautiful does not last long? Why is it that this life seems more harder than I thought, why is it that god judges us so harshly yet in a very perplexing manner. All dressed in a colour code so serene this scenery my hear t kept on thumping every moment some one enters the door. Have you ever felt that when someone you loved so much is not there and the phone rings a man says “ im sorry mrs “, the phone hangs up on your side. All of a sudden u realize that it is over and u reminiscence the moment where you talked so gaily and it was a perfect day. God yet again plays with our lives and yes we will have to follow as how it is set this what I shall articulate as ‘fate’ surprise not my friends you do not know when your end is coming.
Alas I wished that he had followed my uncle as and was not so imprudent to do ahead of our plan. Yet as his lonesome cadaver lay stranded on the dirty road this heart of mine sinks. There is no one for me to cuddle up with when I am afraid, no one to talk to, the lonely nights ahead of me sleepless those night that I hade made love to the only man I loved and adored much! This string of precious diamonds trickle gently on my cheeks. What am to tell my children? They shall not have someone to call appa! This sinks as I write, my hands trembling, this words so useless and meaningless for thy but yet I repentance not ! the greatest challenge of thy life, losing the one you love most.this funeral for him is a dreadful end no respect shown! Shall I not fall apart for this sweetness has not faded yet and shall fade for eternity.


The moonlight shine so gracefully,
Yet this heart yearns fof her long lost love to return,
The stars twinkle yet there is no one there for this exquisite maiden
To hold on,
Its ok she says, but deep down it throb so painfully!,
She does not fail as he has left her his locked up in her heart,
Thou shall the devil foolishly brag of his meaningless victory,
As their love still survives till this very day.