two tales.....he

He: You are not telling me the right reason why you broke up with him.!
She: ummmmm……you know, I have told you this before!
He: no just tell me u know that I am here for you…

He smiles at her and tries to pursue her to spill the pea. In return her mind goes blank for a moment. Suddenly it comes, she remembers every moment , those wonderful moments. Her heart starts to jump as her mind start to fail!

h….he..he…she recalls the first time he had put the signs to the fore, at first it was obscured yet I knew the signs though foolish I was to be adamant to the fact that I was in verge of the impalpable corollary. His word were as sweet as the honey of the flowers that bloom in the grasp of the almighty yet so tiny smile, the blooming that is so elegant yet its nectar so sweet that even this love of mine seems so saccharine less without its sweetness I am not me! This heart of mine yonder for more like a vampire thirst for blood! Her story begins……..
the night was cold yet his words made her warm. Her heart was broken yet he mended it so exquisitely. Her tears leased out till the end yet he reached out to set it aside. Her smile had faded yet he ran a zillion mile to catch it back. This was what he had done to capture her heart from another. The duty of her love was controlled by him. Alas he had lost what she had tried so hard to get! She was upset as love was objected by her elders, all she needed was him to say that he was there for her and that she has nothing to worry about. His presence was all that would do the magic. She loved him so much as she did work really hard to win his heart and alas he had agreed her request of love. Wondered much did she that how love could be so malevolent towards her.
As she lay, her mind recalls every incident, as to how she was forced to make the incorrect verdict , this feeling love I may say is a drug that I am deeply addicted to! Why ? why? ! do I make my self be whom I am not?! Why is it that I whom is not what is seen be so different? has love tainted me? Or am I just another victim of its ecstasy?! Till this very moment I longed for him to come back as my life is incomplete without him by thy side. I may laugh in joy, I may smile like the untwined road straight ahead, I may jump in the sky so cutely as u may proclaim, I may skip like all the heavens belong to me but this love I can not take charge. I big duty fallen from the sky and has landed on my head! Hilarious not I know .
Suddenly all the sorrow of breaking the bonds of love brought a little smile, those times when we were alone when the was nothing but the sky, the stars, the moon, the sun and just us to ourselves. He would smile so exquisitely and his touch would leave me breathless. His kiss was vague that I try and try to tell you how it was yet no reason has come forward! As he puts his arms around me wrapping me in his arms, I felt so secure that no harm was against me! I alone with him tied with a ribbon! so sweet that every night he is in my dreams the hero of my life! As he would whisper into my ears “ I am here for you okay? So do not shed a tear!” hugging me securely within his muscular arms. His love was so beautiful!
Then again should I mention him who I still ‘like’?..... we would sit on the counter and laugh our heads of stupid jokes or tickle, run around till I would catch my breath! We would lay arm in arm on the sofa talking about silly things. Yes it did brighten me up. I trusted him and so did he but I had objected every trust of his upon me! He would catch me when I would fall he would flout my existence as I was someone else yet he loved me deep down I knew that but why was he so adamant to express it to me? After all I love him, why do they all change when we are in love? The times I would call him he sounded so graceful yet his tone changed as if he had made a mistake. So, was it purely all my fault as my heart could not accept his undesirable love for me? And some one had come along who did love me as much as I did? Yet why is it so that I still love him? So complicated as it may seem yet so easy I could not had over taken this mess! Even now when I look into his eyes my heart jumps and adrenaline is all I can say.
Though how beautiful love may sound my friend yet there she comes. Destruction! She snatches him away from me and lies after lies has been uttered by those lips so soft and gentle that I kissed! Yes he had cheated me! And yes did this heartbreak, how many times should I undergo this brutality? What is it that I do not have that she has? Why was it that he had the heart to put me in a state so painful even a swords stab would not hurt as love may have done! What is an answer as “ I was going to tell you but I was waiting for the right time?” when is there time for her? You may think that I am stupid but I had found out your treacherous game my love! Why would you hang up on me at sharp 2200? You used to reply me even if I said good bye! Why was it that u had lied to me that sleepiness was your reason to be with her! Why would you have the guts to call me your wife when you treated me less than that? Oh and how cunningly you thought that I would forgive you! No! never! Over my dead body! How I tried to control my tears as you replied yes. How my heart failed to beat as the news that you bring is so hurtful. She may be fair, thin, bright pin lips carved bust and a sweet bottom in other words physically she was perfect! Though I only had a sweet smile, a flat bust, short hair, dark skin and a flat ass! It did not attract you. You just used me for your pleasure as pornography had made you mind so filthy and ugly u seem day by day! Not that it is wrong for a male to watch porn but I am not your tool to be used! My heart yearns to know what have you done in addition behind my back, backstabber! You cheated to our love, you were a coward to come front and release your foolishness to me. You did what I would say, you are not fit to commit to your rightful duty! How are you going to be a man? More to this you kissed another girl, you looked another girl! At least you should have realize that I was still with you! You have broken my heart yet you had the heart to tell me that you shall not see me if I was to break off our love! It was gods help to push you away! How I was glad that she found out and tore us apart! Are all men as such? Is there no one that can be trusted? Is chivalry dead? You still want to wait. As you know that you have made a mistake a great mistake in our love! But now its too late to amend. You had drained all the love away from me! Alas there grew hatred for you in my heart. Never can I see you as my friend nor shall I
Ever whish to!

He: I am speechless!
She: you never know how this love can be so cunning!
He: she did the same and I do not know why I still love her! she put me on a run for her love agreed but then set me aside of her heart! I can not do this anymore!