Saturday, January 31, 2009

the eyes that blinded me...


Her tender smile had capsulated me…I was frozen for a second and she gently broke me free. My hands trembled as she spoke, her saccharine voice drugged me and I could not set my self gratis yet my heart thumped fast…..
This was just how I imagined. Her smile was like a film was on stage. She walked, talked, smiled elegantly. Brilliantly, her stroked my hair from her touch I apprehend that she was lovely. They say that by a feeling thy shall comprehend that one is lovely or not. Every day and moment was like diamonds and gold that were so priceless. My heart earned for her to return to me every time she had left me alone. The cold nights that I stayed alone, vulnerably I suppurate in fear as she would leave me at my death bed…..and my story endure as long as I lived.
As night fell so inaudibly that even I realized not of his handsome advent. My fear has taken control of me and for every night I was left alone unenthusiastically. “ why do not thee be present by thy side”,? My heart kept on asking reservation that was so hard to obliterate from my psyche!! I was speechless though, I hated it when she was missing yet I appreciated that the almighty lord has given me this gift no other have. As I fall dead to the world I wonder like a lonely soul waiting for the bravura yet abundant exquisiteness show itself as the little birds sing along. Alas my redeemer comes at a knock and awakens my lonely and sleepless night.
How is it so that a young one like me be so lucky?! My secret kept hidden within the walls of my veined heart which pounded faster and faster every second I felt her aura. My bleeding heart rushed like crazy to inform her what I have felt of her. At times my voice is befall, objected by my sensory cult. “just tell her your hearts ace, she will accept thy!”, my voice seemed adamant to my obey and I forget my lines. These moments that her aura was near; the most spectacular feeling I have ever had in ages. love. William shake spear had wonderfully stated. The peerless word was so amazing as I read ‘ romeo and juliet’ for the 10th time.
Alas my the end was to come. My end. Who would have ever figured a lonely one the victim of his majesty. Thus shall he brag not of thy effortless cadaver I shall never give in. gentle snow fell and yet why was tere prescense of warmth? My love, she was here. My only venture to object every adamant and stubbornness and I achieved my dream!
“my dear,” shhhhhhh….do not strain your voice please. “no I shall not coil to your stupendous voice!”, please do listen to my plea. I tok her soft supple palm into mine. Her cheeks blushed so elegantly my heart pounded…. And I literally bled my love to her…. Her palm in my hands were like angels as if she had come to be with me forever. My heart alas let her go…
I love you my lord and I regret never telling you my hearts cries before!!!! As I stand by the side staring at the melodramatic happening. My heart melted. A blind man. Who’s fate was nothing but just so and so….. my gentle cadaver lay on the white sheets like a man lost between the dimensions and his story yet to be written. Nevertheless now his story is written.
A love of a blind man. Loneliness has conquered his heart. “fear not, and there shall thy find your conduit out of this hell”,…………



The end..





thee,


your poems makes me go crazy,


speechless though,


as i read your spectacular poem,


lines by lines my heart bleeds,


why have thee brought me so much pain!,


your undesirable love your rejection is a cursh to thy heart!!!,


thee,


as i read your poems,


my longing fortitude aces like stabbing stars,


your poems are my drugs,


i am so addicted to you,


yet secretly i cry yearning that you come back,


why so?,


thee,


as i read your dreadfull poems,


it reopens my heart again to what i have lost,


your words penetrate so elegantly till refusal is objected,


do you feel the same for me??


my dying weak heart is searching for you and only thy,


thee,


i can foresee my lines,


a string of pearls,


effortlessly so free in the air,


as i read your words are reunited with mine,


how dreadful,


i want to forget thee but it is unacceptable!.


thee,


my end shall come,


do you not see the resemblance?


thee shall regret of such cruelty,


as this pain has no cure........

KLGreetings ROX

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Friday, January 30, 2009

this life i call......


0ver the past time life seems to be so different. The path way to solace seems so far away and yet ones heart ponder and seek for love of ones heart. Abruptly, I look out my window as try to keep on writing but my consistency failed. The earth around me unexpectedly seemed so different but why? Everything of me so different and I really do not know what is the use of my existence. It said that when you write all your worries down it fades away literally. Your mind alas cleared and your heart stops bleeding.
As night slowly creeps on stabbing the beautiful fire of earth his majestic feature disspers between the amazing mountains. The beautiful moon appears and swank him self like no other! My heart sinks in as I close my eyes for a second an image that haunts me every night and every moment my eye lids close. A conduit through my heart bleeds like red roses petals. ”do not let go for I shall be by your side my love”, his voice so beautifully penetrate within my supple soul so gently but my mind, soul and heart is adamant and stubborn it avoids the handsome voice and drags me along with its sorrow.
Like streams and alleys my soul flows gently. A moment of joy and like I was flying, yet I am so unsure were am I leading to. Am I still alive is my beloved by my side??? What is happening to me; is it just a plain dream??? Somehow I am lost and my mind flying away. Songs singing into my ears so melodically I almost fell into into vicious trap. My dreams seems to be longer than I have ever imagined.
Night took me into an excursion so as to the wind blew I blew along it and to it seems like every word I have written has no sense or more. My tears are not to be perceived effortlessly it trickles down my cheeks and my mind fumed with unrestrained reservation. My mind soullessly wondering in the mist of this empty earth and no more is my voice to be heard as my calamity. The only voice that I hear is the nightingale whom sings so astoundingly my heart yearned for sovereignty. Thus my cries were empty they were soundless and I cried and cried yet it was arduous to reach my desire. ”if thy have a dream do not hesitate to reach for it, even if thy have to sacrifice ones love because your dream is your passage, conduit out of this miserable hell”, my love had whispered this to me one night as I lay so delicately on the bed.
Selflessly I am wondering in a place I have no clue of! every moment seems like a race. My heart racing for no reason…. My whole fuselage cold and yet I am still lost oblivious were am I to me its just a plain dream but the sensation was not right. The little sparrow so swiftly yet furiously flies across like a warning no, no, no it’s a sign from the heaven of lords are trying to tell me something that I am so unsure my mind heart is just haywire and I am lost!!!!! I want to be set free fly in the sky so freely like the sparrow!
Hence did I realize that my life was now being bragged. My lonely cadaver lay so gently on my bed as I ponder upon it. How elegantly I sleep. Numb yet so pale I see. My love embrace my soft supple veined palm. His eyes red with tears as they slowly creep down his fair cheeks. Abruptly this knock on my head made me realize that the elegant cadaver was me!!!! My sorrows slowly ends. Right here. The doors close behind me and therefore I shall never be able to see my life against. Thy duty has been fulfilled and I had lived my life to the fullest. Exquisiteness of ones life………………….

kisses of thy vain heart




you walked past me,
every foot step you left behind,
left me breathlessand mindless,
as i effortlessly tried to rescue thee,
i failed!
i am ashamed of it,
your love,you pondered over me,
breathlessly i was caught as you kissed me with your tender lips,
allof my pain,vain vanished,
you were my healer,
you carried me across the vast ocean barefooted,
abruptly my heartaces!!!but why???
such gentle fingers of yours carvered my heart,
under the cold night you tell me,
"i shall not leave you",
yet your promises,
were just lies and they flew away like dust,ashes,sad...
tears trickling down,
like a waterfall,
yet untemprate,
your love is my crave as you abandon me.....
good bye....